Ughh girls! I WEIGH 96 LBS!!!! this SUX! b4 i left for vacation like a month ago i weighed 92 lbs! And about 2 weeks b4 that i was at 89!!!!!!!! I SUCK! I stopped working out n now my abs are NOT FLAT and they SUCK TOO! I HATE MYSELF FOR ALL THIS SHIT! I dont know what happened! For the lo0ongest time i was so0o committed to this! I lost my period and was ana and now i got it back so really im not ana, ur only ana if u lost ur period is what ive been told? But ne ways back to my pathetic body! I gained back alot of what i STARVED MYSELF to loose! WTF! I SUCK SO BAD! I SUPER SUCK X100 I started at 105 n was past my goal of 90 and i fucked it all up for FOOD! I HATE FOOD! (and i hate you if ur sitting there like, omg ur 96 lbs n ur super skinny and to all the HATERS who r like OMG stop starving urself u dont have to b thin to b pretty CAN KISS MY ASS!) ughh! srry girl i am so0o0 very stressed out! Ive helped so0o many girls become ana and loose so much weight! I WAS THE LEADER of that and now im LOST and im in the back of the line, well i feel that way. SOME ONE PLEASE REMIND ME WHY I WANT TO B THIN! Someone HELP ME get back to 89lbs! Ughh! I was always fasting and makeing up fun lil  diet plans and now I SAY im gunna fast and then OPPS i EAT FOOD! ughhhhhhhh! Ne ways i woke up this morning and realized ive been saying im gunna do this n that so i did! ALL I ATE WAS LUNCH  and a chicken wing cuz my mom MADE me, BITCH! Idk juss sum 1 answer my Question... y do i want to b thin!!!

Alyssa *Xox0* a.k.a FAT ASS SUCKY LOSER!

B- NOTHING

L- Bologna Sand. - 179 cals, eww (used low carb.cal bread 45cals a slice)

D- Chicken Wing - 81

Drink- Water! Crystal light-  5

Total: 264

.. better than the usual 1,000! blaaa