Wow, ok so i havent been on this site in soo long. Basically, people were catching onto my eating disorder and i felt really good at the time and felt as if i didnt need ana anymore to help me. So i started to eat a little more, i got my period back, i got boobs! haha and 2 years later, i got 15 lbs on my FAT ASS! yeah, so everyday my image is on my mind, i cant even fit in size 1 anymore, im a 3 now. I had to buy all new" fat" clothes. And summer is so close, ive sworne myself into NOT buying a bathing suit, NOPE this is my punishment for being so careless with food. So in all, im back. Im starting off basic, i have special K in the morning and for kunch and a salad for dinner, eventually i'll cut 1 meal every so often untill i can handle my day long fasts of nothing but water. I've just started this diet pill, Ultra 90 and so far a have no results but its a 90 day program so im just going to have to wait 2 more months to see if it really works. No more soda, water and crystal light ONLY. This is so hard for me i think about food all day and how i wish i can eat everythign i want and NOT gain 1 pound, i cry alott when i look in the mirror, and ive been beating myself up f or letting go of ana. I dont want to be skin and bones i just want to be pretty and have awsome abs and fot in my size 1 again, so ladies PLEASE help me stay strong BELIEVE me im going to need and and i need allll the tips and Thinspo u can give me. I dont want my family or boyfriend to catch on wither, this is doubble hard this time around =\, thanks girls HELP ME STAY STRONG!

                        Lyss*Xox0*